I don’t think I will be making a New Years resolution this year… I kinda like were my life is headed and I don’t see things I need to change.  Maybe just eat more fruit and drink more water.  2010 wasn’t that bad, started off not too fun but by March it was great. Learned a few things, made a few mistakes, some people will be left in 2010, but I also started working twords a goal, which is awesome. Because I am lazy and hate to set goals then reach them.  But I really want this goal, so its not even work.   Wait now that I think of it, here are my New Years Res:

• Drink more water
• Eat more fruit (veggies, no prob, fruit, yuck I hate fruit
• I’ve got to get ‘organiziezed’

And thats it.  My five year plan, well thats a different story.

I am literally drowning right now in homework… In facials and makeup.  And I am going to stop trying to make it to the life boat and just let my self go under.  This is too much work for 10% of our final grade.  I’ve done every single other thing to this point, but really.  100 questions about facials in one book, 130 questions in another book, 70 questions about make up in one book, 150 questions about it in another book, really?  Really?  Not to mention the other chapters that are due today too… I give up.  It made me so frustrated trying to do it having Jack climbing on me trying to get my attention, then I walked out of my homework cave into the living room and he was surrounded by an empty box of Special K, all the contents on the floor along with every toy he seems to own.. I was so upset I put him in his room, shut the door and cleaned the whole living room while crying.  Seriously!  Ive been doing this homework for a week and just can’t get it done.  I walked into Jack’s room when I was done and he was mad at me, for the first time ever Jack was mad at me and wouldn’t look at me.  I get that from Kathrine all the time, but from my  little baby Jack.. this was the first and its wasn’t fun.  Sure, homework in important in the long scheme of things when it comes to my future career and what I need to know, but for right now, 10% of a grade isn’t worth this stress and little tears and sad upturned lips from cute little boys.  Also plan on bombing the test tonite, too! Haha.  One bad hour out of 1200 isn’t bad.

Im not a fake person, almost to a fault.  I can’t have fake relationships with people.  Mainly, fake friendships.  which is prolly why I don’t have many close friends, but the ones I do have, I have been friends with since forever (or plan to keep forever if they are on the newer side!).  And even if/when one or two of those close childhood friendships are on the more difficult side (as in, our lives are going in the opposite direction at the moment and we can’t seem to connect physically or emotionally ( I mean physically like hanging out, nothing dirty, haha), I know who they are and why such a picky friendship picker like myself let them into my life in the first place, we will always find our way back to each other eventually. If you are friends with me, its because you are the real deal.  I just need to say this, since it has been called to my attention the fact that I won’t keep up a fake friendship when I don’t like the person, I just can’t.  Sorry, we all have our faults.

I have been drinking Odwalla Vitamin C smoothies like its my job since everyone in NJ seems to cough out in the open with out covering their mouths. c’mon people!

This is Dionne.  Her hair is how you would say.. kinky…. an hour of blowing it out.. smooth Dionne is ready for a nite out… in the mannequin closet.

hola!